going to bed happy.

got the best possible response from E… he feels the exact same way I do (this is the first time that’s happened since we slept together)

giggling about this:

I love and miss all of my CIA friends sososo much.

Forming bonds with our colleagues at CIA high above the Hudson’s banks. We’ll remember with pleasure all the friendships we treasure and for these we offer thanks.

don’t ask why I still know the amla mater words by heart.

me plz

yay!

Honestly… I really want to cuddle.

The last time I had a cuddle sesh was that oh so awkward night in November where I almost fucked the guy I was cuddling with just so I could get some sleep (story of my life).

If anyone out there wants to cuddle… I’m totally available.

ϟ Tomrrow

I’m sending this in a Facebook message to him.

Hey

So this is something that I’ve maybe kind of really wanted to tell you since graduation. Actually I wanted to way before that only for some reason I can’t seem to tell people things until they’re out of my life.

I don’t really know where to start and I feel like I could ramble about this endlessly but I won’t make you read all that. So….

Basically I just wanted to let you know that I really really don’t want to lose touch with you. I’ve spent a lot of time wishing I’d met you before our last six weeks at school because I really liked hanging out and I had a lot of fun with you. I know things got a little messy after Halloween and I fully take responsibility for probably being a little bitchy and weird at times. But I realized on graduation night while extremely drunk that I really cared about you as a friend and it’s a friendship I really don’t want to lose just because you’re in Canadaland and I’m a little further south.

That’s it really. I just wanted to get it off my chest that I don’t want to lose touch.